Heartsick

Heartsick.
I know I am not alone in feeling these things, but that doesn't make it any easier.
More than emotion wells up inside me now.
I sit with sadness and longing thinking of you wondering where you are and when we will meet.

Words cannot capture how badly I want to be with you in this moment.
To have your strong arms wrap around my body and hold me safe inside your gentle grip.
To feel your fingers run through my hair.
To let our lips meet in passion and transmit love through our supple kisses.

Pushed nearly to the verge of breaking down in tears as I await you.
My love, my lover, my husband for life, please come quickly.
I offer you my unconditional love looking beyond past and current faults and flaws to simply accept you.
I pray that you will offer the same to me, but even if you don't, still I offer these gifts to you for our lifetime.

Unconditional love.
It has changed me this week as I think I finally grasped what it means.
That lofty knowledge propels me to you and desire for you.
Please come quickly, my love.