Miscommunication

I heard you say "No" over and over and over again when you were really trying to express "Yes"

I heard you say you didn't want a family and kids when what you were trying to express was you didn't want me pressuring you, you didn't want to be a "placeholder"

I heard you say you hated my mind when you were really trying to say you always loved my heart

I heard you say you didn't want to touch me when all along you wanted to hold me but held back because I asked you to

I heard you say "We're done!" when what you were trying to express was you were jealous and I had made you so angry and sparked hate that you didn't know how to react in the moment

I hear you say "It's tragic!" and it truly is, worse than a Greek or Shakespearian tragedy because the truth is it took this for us to find out we've loved each other deeper than we ever knew

But now you're gone for a time because of that same epic love to allow me to discover what I've been waiting for my whole lifetime